Chemo Graduation!!!!

Today was my last chemo!!!! I had my picc line pulled out :) and after these next two weeks i should feel like myself again. I cant wait to turn into a chia pet and start growin some hair stubs! Im hoping my eyelashes and eyebrows hang around for the party!

Today was bitter sweet in that although chemo is done we had to decide to reduce my dose or not because the neuropathy in my feets has become apparent at times and we don't want to 1. Make it worse 2. Make it permanent.

I did decide to push through and get the full dose knowing the possible risks, but being 23 i think i will be ok, and because its only in my feet i don't care as much, it just needs to stay the f*ck out of my hands :D

My next step will be the big surgery a month from today, and i have some wonderful ladies in my life who have rocked the surgery and look fantastic and i can only hope to follow in their brave footsteps. I had a lot of options to chose from, and at 23 i chose what will give me the absolute best chance at never facing another breast cancer. I don't got time for all this :p i want to put it behind me and move on.

I still have a ways to go with surgery, and possibly radiation(that will prolong future surgeries) but I'm hoping to not need that. I got probably almost a year until i'm back to normal, but its one year i'm going to appreciate more then I ever thought I would, even if its filled with surgeries. The hope is that at the time of surgery when they remove everything, no cancer is found. I know they've been shrinkadinkin but whether they will be gone i'm unsure. Here's to hoping this last treatment really slaughters their last breaths!

For now kiss my ass cancer! suck on some poison f*ckers :D who's a rogue agent now! *bang*bang* (gun shots gangsta style)