Barfing is Not Tolerated!

So day 5 out has been a tad bit better then it has been! For starters i woke up and thought about something other then swollowing my nausea pills ASAP..

My stomach of course reminded me of this when i stood up. But all in all theres been no barfing! Seriously, they dont tolerate it!

What they mean when they say that ive now come to learn is that they give you so many pills your body cant physically throw up but the nausea is still there and it hits you in waves. Just like that fly you thought for sure you killed like 10 times already it sneaks its way back. The good thing is i have a pill for this but it also knocks me out for three hours.. Like OUT unconcious which is good in terms of im getting a lot of rest.

Some funny things about chemo that I wasnt informed about however: your skin starts to peel-like a snake... And im not overdescribing trust me I wish I was...

Also the worst thing ive probably encountered is .. B.O. I mean I've NEVER been even a sweaty person but my pits smell like poison. Worse then your younger brother, or for the teachers out there worse then your 6th grader who doesnt know he hit puberty yet. Again.. I wish i was lying.

Everytime I take a shower more hair falls out and then my skin peels off again I feel like an X-MAN.. Specifically that blue girl who can change forms.. Except i cant, im pretty much stuck with this one.

Atleast I can still dream about food :) during my last nap i was dreaming of cheesecake :p